Wow !!! My o level result is going to be released on Fri and i think you can imagine how anxious and how afraid i am to know the true right? But whatever the outcome is i have tried my best and i leav everything to my lord my god.

Oh by the way just came back from our class chalet organised by Chick ! Thanks chick!!! Anyway from this chalet get to see many insights about many people! Ya a lot of bad habits that is not to be mention. Ya not to be mention @ all.

Ok now i am here blogging at first i din kow what to post but now i think i do . I have to admit i like NOW because i get to do the things i like to do , talk and interact with the people whom i always adore and embraced and most of all shop till i cant stop . Ya many thats why i like it , as what i told ah jin , maybe the best and most touching moments are the moments when we feel like we are being acknowledge by ppl around us . Dont you think so ?

Ya actually wanted to say a lot of things but i think now marcus teo is too lucky to feel unhappy? So ya if i m unhappy and my blog will really come in handy.

If u realise correctly i have deleted most of the recent post, there is no reason why to it it is just that some of the things i dont wish to say it anymore if others can understand so be it if those who cant understand then i have nothing to say. Right?

My life is like this i dont need to account to anyone except god so it should be.

RYAN LOH CHOON XIONG: You asshole! constantly threatening me about the zara thing on fri you die i tell u. Another thing is that i know and you know about the laughing thing so i just wanna say thanks throughout all these years we have not failed the definition of best firends. SO thanks anyway for yesterday night.

Have you ever heard of black christmas? I created this term for myself. Christmas is meant to be filled with love and joy. But why i dont feel that joy ? Whenever it is 1DEC i would be so energetic cos i know i would be planning what to buy for the people . But i have decided their gifts like yesterday . And i dont know what to do also . I have not decide what to buy for the guys . And i feel more and more empty as each day passes by and i am afraid of 2007 because it is the year of separation and beginning of a new chapter in my book . And i am afraid i am unable to accept what it is coming . How can i stop feeling this way ?

As christmas approaches, my world blackens . I am afraid . Really ! As all of you work i am left alone ..................................